When I ran the Marathon
in 2010, I learnt a lot and there were certain rules I picked up along the way,
some were to improve fitness, stay healthy, make best use of your time and so
on. But the most important one was “Listen to your body”. There were times when
I felt twinges and pushed on, I may have had a cold and still run in the rain. But pretty quickly I learnt that if something didn’t feel quite right…. It wasn’t.
Then of course there were the times when half way through a run something just
felt “off” and I would pull up and walk home or jog home and stop the run 4
miles short of that days aim.
I woke up this morning and couldn’t
move. Running *cough* up to Christmas has been extremely busy and this week I’ve
stuck to the “every other day” rule in my build up, and yesterday was a big
boost. My timings for the three runs this week were 51 mins, 50 and 48 mins.
Today I was due a ‘long’ run 6.2 or more. But I can “feel” it, there is
something missing, a sort of dull ache deep inside which says “recharge, have a
rest” a dull ache in my legs which usually disappears overnight after a run,
but it’s still there. There's a complete lack of energy....... But I want to run, I want the mileage, moreso as tomorrow
and Tuesday, there’s no way I’ll be running.
So as an unusual turnaround of
events, my psychological battle is one where I am convincing myself NOT to run,
rather than psyching up and pushing on when I don’t want to…….
